so I had $100 in my room sunday, Monday I went to get it. tore up my whole room trying to look for it, until my mom came and and asked what I was doing, so she let me borrow some money and said she’s look in my room when I leave for it, so I quickly sneaked out anything I wouldn’t want her to see into my sewing room in my fabrics, so till today I still can’t find my money that I had to go fabric crazy in l.a. my mom couldn’t even find it, I guess it grew some legs and walked away, chris said that’s a sign that I already won money so I didn’t need that money, shit! I need all the money I can get, oh well, you win some you lose some… I wish I can find my Money, hopefully I didn’t accidently threw it away with the trash :(
I was wathcing season 6 of sex and the city…
mom: you got the new movie?!!! yay!!!
me: no it’s the show
mom: they had a show?!!
me: duh! you got me the season DVDs for my birthday like 4 years ago haha
mom: ohh that’s what it was
me: ay ama!!! you are slow
mom: well I want to watch the show!!!
me: no this is my show, you have your novelas hahahaha
last night had a wonderful dream that i moved away, same state, not too far from compton to a big, huge, mansion, with my family and that i get the biggest room, and another room for my fashion stuff, with a balcony over looking three pools, and a huge jacuzzi over looking the ocean, and that i went to go have my weekly lunch with my friend, and i never told her i moved, i never showed her my huge mansion by the beach, then i woke up to real life in my little messy room…
what is my dream mean?
corinne said that it could mean i’m moving on…to bigger and better things…
i love her interpretation… :)
today went to go turn in patterns, while i was outside of class, because i didnt want to interrupt the class that was in there, a girl came up to me, we have been out in the hall for half an hour, and told me she loved my designs, that made my day. well my week. its a pretty awesome feeling to have someone you dont know acknowledge your work, and you. :)
then went to go intern, ran up and down the stairs about a hundred times… ugh
went to class where my and my friends decided to go to mcdonalds during class, thuglife!, came back and the teacher didnt noticed we were gone for half an hour hahah
now here i am relaxing for the day, tomorrow seems pretty crazy,
i’m waiting on three of my garments to be fitted, and two to be hemmed…
Ten how’s: 1. How did you get one of your scars? playing hide and go seek 2. How did you celebrate your last birthday? VEGAS! with my best girls :) 3. How are you feeling at this moment? happy to be honest 4. How did your night go last night? stressful 5. How did you do in high school? i graduated, so i guess it was good 6. How did you get the shirt you’re wearing? when i was hanging out with wb 7. How often do you see your best friend(s)? never 8. How much money did you spend last month? i get paid 80 a week, 4 weeks in a month, so i spent $320? 9. How old do you want to be when you get married? 40 10. How old will you be at your next birthday? 22 this sunday
Nine whats 1. Your mothers name? rebecca 2. What did you do last weekend? had lunch with friends and movie night, and then sew mah ass off, then drank on mothers day, which i didnt sleep for 2 days 3. What is the most important part of your life? the people that love me 4. What would you rather be doing? cruising the streets, maybe later 5. What did you last cry over? it’s been a long time since i cried, oh when i watch “haciko” that movie makes ANYBODY cry, well anyone with a heart haha 6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? someone or something that’ll make me forget why im upset… 7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? smile, respect, and other shit, and if he’s cute 8. What are you worried about? my venom dress 9. What did you have for breakfast? french fires with tiais during class :)
Eight you’s: 1. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? yup 2. Have you ever had your heartbroken? yup 3. Have you ever been out of the country? fuck yea 4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? fuck yea hahahah 5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? yea oh well 6. Have you ever had sex on the beach? fuck i want to!!! maybe my birthday hahahaha 7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you? yea 8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? i dont think so…
Seven who’s: 1. Who was the last person you saw? jr 2. Who was the last person you texted? redhead nancy, 3. Who was the last person you hung out with? my cousins and brother 4. Who was the last person to call you?ariana 5. Who did you last hug? misters 6. Who is the last person who texted you? redhear nancy this is what she sent “i’m taking cliffy out, i NEED TO GET LAID!!!” hahaha. 7. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? my mom haha
Six where’s: 1. Where does your best friend(s) live? bellflower and in compton 2. Where did you last go? school 3. Where did you last hang out? backyard 4. Where do you go to school? LBCC and LATTC 5. Where is your favorite place to be? anywhere fun 6. Where did you sleep last night? my bed
Four do’s: 1. Do you think anyone likes you? yup 2. Do you ever wish you were someone else? no i just wished i had their job or body hahah 3. Do you know the muffin man? what muffin? hahaha watch SNL skit 4. Does the future scare you? nope
Four why’s: 1. Why are you best friends with your best friend? i dont know 2. Why did you get a Tumblr? mary 3. Why did your parents give you the name you have? because my mom liked the name 4. Why are you doing this survey? im bored
Three if’s: 1. If you could have one super power what would it be? to fly 2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? fuck yea 3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring? a knife? i dont know
Two would-you-ever’s: 1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you? nope if i did i wouldnt be single right now, and that would suck 2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? fuck…thats a hard one, and why would shaving off my head save them? isnt there another way?!!!! ahhh!
yes i would then…but they owe me their life! hahah
One last question: 1. Are you happy with your life right now? absofuckinhglutely!!!!
design class brought a girl to tears, i felt sorry for her, i know how it feels, she got her dress rejected because she lost the cup in her dress, i lost my cup on my brick dress, but now its going to be in the fashion show, but then again i worked hard on that dress, but then again i worked hard to get the teacher to like me… hahaha
then found out my bestest teacher in LBCC is getting laid off, :( so this is my last semester (hopefully not) with her shit talking about everyone, im sad
then i busted a mission to get some fruit with lime, salt and chile, well worth the traffic
then almost died of confusion in class.
now i have a 2pg paper i have to bullshit for class tomorrow, along with a power point, that i have no idea how to put it all together into 10 slides,
i am really relieved i dont have to do anything for the fashion show, except hems… which i LOVE to do :)
now i can sleep, after 2 days of not sleeping, sleeping beauty aint got nothing on me, hahah j/k
Right when everything seems right, something wants to walk right in and shit all over it… >:(
stop staring dress is more than halfway done, and so is goodwill pt.3, I just need to buy a new shirt that’s grey because the pink shirt is making it too girly :( it’s too cute for me haha
but thread is fucking up the most expensive garment I’m doing, time to seam rip ugh
two night in a row i’ve been dreaming of the same guy…
first time we were in his house, i was laying in bed, and he’s rushing me to get dressed so that we can go out with my friend zully and the guys…
this time we were at my house, we were both standing in the shower with our clothes on wet, it was pretty interesting, but it wasnt the house i live in now, it was a huge house by the beach, and the shower is outside, weird part is that eveybody is looking around the house for me, and the shower is outdoors, i see them walking by, but the only person that looks at me was him…that dream was good tho hahaha