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“remember me” was pretty sad :’( and I have to admit rob is not that bad looking, I’d hit hahaha
don’t hit me Mary hahaha

2 nights I have awaken to
my blinds wide open, letting the sun or whatever
light there is to wake me up, than I realize that I always always have my blinds closed, that’s spooky…

I’ve been lazy all day today…I feel like a fat ass,
even tho I cleaned up my room because chris was being a bitch about it,
tomorrow I will be interning and then going to home depot to pick out a new color for the room, maybe yellow?
how bout pink j/k hahaha
I need to buy curtain rods too

hope I stratch off all of these before school starts again

-get in shape, basically lose my hard to lose gut.
-make my “black” collection :)
- make something couture for
me! with a leather jacket
-summer love, or fuck haha
-paint room with the bf
-watch black and white movies all day.
-have an I love lucky marathon day :)
-go to beach
-go camping :)
-go to Tijuana and rosarito :)
-see my twin nieces, or nephews, anything is possible
-wear a nice dress for no apparent reason
-have a nice dinner with friends
-picnic
-graffiti on a wall with many colors :)
-cut hair
-dye hair
-maybe get new tattoo?
-work on my portfolio
-study corset making inside out
-master patternmaking
-do it on the beach ;) j/k
umm more to come

ok so I’m falling for you, this wasn’t suppose to happen, but here we are. interesting start to summer I suppose…

I hate it when someone said that they worked hard to get what they have, when in reality they
cried and acted like a spoiled bitch to their parents who themselves worked hard to please their ungrateful kid,
worked hard, yea worked hard being an asshole to your
parents.
yes I might not get paid doing what I do, but I am really really grateful to to my folks who are pushing me to follow my dream and not pushing me to get some deadend job, or go to school just to get a degree to make money in something I have no interest in. I love my parents and work hard at my designs, seeing my parents happy and proud at my designs and clothes makes me want to do this more. everything I won goes to them, which they most of the time don’t accept. I love my parents.
I just hate the kids who are giving their parents a hard time by making them by them a new car, phone, clothes, etc.
sorry just have to say something.
and yes I am considered to be spoiled also, but I don’t take advantage of it or ask for more from my parents, unless it’s for school.

my closest friend is gonna be gone for a month, hopefully when she gets back everything will get better, she practices “santaria” which is black magic, but the good kind. she will be leaving to Cuba to get some saints and do some cerimony, I have no idea what this thing is about, but somehow it works, well for other people. I have never experienced it, but she’s gonna do something for her closes girls, like make life WAY better, inwhich I will be included, I told her to just get me a man with lots of money j/k well anyways let’s see if this works…

last week if school bitches!!!!!