i wish it was next wednesday and it was my last day here…but sadly its only tuesday…come on week go faster, i dont know what to do here now, im done with everything, so here i sit in front of the laptop sweating my ass off in this little office.
ugh i gotta do what i hate doing, suck it up! hahaha
jk i never do that :P
and i kind of dont wanna leave this office, because the guy who has the biggest crush on me is outside in the sewing area. I dont wanna talk to him, and fake laugh at everything he says, because most of the time i cant understand his slow spanish, and weird pronunciations. I need to start flirting with the youngin’s here, like the one in the cage who’s in charge of the equipment and scissors. i feel bad because i dont know his name :(. well mister, be prepared to get flirted on!
p.s. they tried to give me some drink, which is basically rotten milk, thats it. So i tried to sneak it out and throw it away, but everyone was looking at me, so i had to try it. So with that being said im feeling a little nauseous this morning, and this damn heat isnt making it better :(
well i managed to get the overlock machine threaded while everyone was at lunch.
and then i sewn up a dress, which i sewn the facing on wrong because im lazy, but now i guess i have to make another one anyways. damn damn damn
oh and had the best dream ever last night.
i had a dream i was with the person i still have feelings for, and i got picked up by my mom and my brother from the airport and he and his brother were in the car. so i awkwardly said hi and sat down. we then started talking, and the subject of weather i had a boyfriend came up, i said no. so then he looked at my hand and ran his fingers on the top of my hand, and then he looked at me and smiled. i have goosebumps just thinking about it. so then we got out to drop off my brother at his friends house, where my high school crush was at. so i pretended i didnt see him when i got out, and my guy held my hand. *goosebumps* we then walked into the back to the garage, and i told him everything i always wanted to tell him, and he said he felt the same way. Then he explain about why he didnt come to see me after a long as time. Then we were about to kiss im assuming, and my brother walked in and woke up sweating, with the fan on and the window i left open closed -__- ugh!!!!! fuck my life, this dream is just what it is a dream :( hate it